One day you are up, and when you think the weather will always be calm, you are down again. Well, that's life. And you spent everything - material, energy, emotion - to keep on living. I think some people resorted to suicide because they think they could not go on living. Well, it is just my guess... Because that's what I think whenever I thought about ending my life. Do I sound suicidal?
Well... Lets just say that I am currently down and not thinking straight and that my emotions are controlling my brain. Life is hard for me now, but I know out there, there are people who lives life harder than mine. So I must not be too negative right? I hope this will pass and I will be happy again.
It's just that right now everything is just too emotionally burdensome for me. I really feel like I can't take it anymore. I'm just too tired emotionally and I can my body is taking the toll of this emotional baggage I'm carrying. I hope things will be alright again soon.
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