All Alone In Love

Have you guys ever been in a relationship and one day you woke feeling lonely like hell? Have you ever feel that you have someone but that someone is beyond you reach. Have you ever wish that you could turn back the timeand change the course of event so that you can prevent all the pain your are feeling at this moment.

This song from Mariah Carey describes what I am feeling now...

ALL ALONE IN LOVE

Swept me away
But now i'm lost in the dark
Set me on fire
But now i'm left with a spark
Alone, you got beyond the haze and
I'm lost inside the maze
I guess i'm all alone in love

I look into your eyes
You turn the other way
And now i realize
It's all a game you play
I hold you in the night
And wake to find you gone
You're running out of sight
It's so hard holding on
All alone in love

Swept me away
But now i'm lost in the dark
Set me on fire
But now i'm left with a spark
Alone, you got beyond the haze and
I'm lost inside the maze
I guess i'm all alone in love

You haunt me in your dreams
I'm calling out your name
I watch you fade away
Your love is not the same
I've figured out your style
To quickly drift apart
You held me for a while
Planned it from the start
All alone in love

Sitting in the dark without you
How am i supposed to make it
Through the night
Slowly fall apart without you
Cry away the hours
Till the morning light

No Me Ames

Do you have a favourite duet? Mine is No Me Ames by Jennifer Lopez (sexy kitten!) and Marc Anthony (that voice could cut me into pieces!). I am not only in love with the song, I am also in love with the videoclip. I cried everytime I saw it!

Dime porque lloras
De felicidad
Y porque te ahogas
Por la soledad
Di porque me tomas
Fuerte asi, mis manos
Y tus pensamientos
Te van llevando
Yo te quiero tanto
Y porque sera
Loco testarudo
No lo dudes mas
Aunque en el futuro
Haya un muro enorme
Yo no tengo miedo
Quiero enamorarme
No me ames
Porque pienses
Que parezco diferente
Tu no piensas que es lo justo
Ver pasar el tiempo juntos
No me ames
Que comprendo
La mentira que seria
Si tu amor no merezco
No me ames
Mas quedate otro dia
No me ames
Porque estoy perdido
Porque cambie el mundo
Porque es el destino
Porque no se puede
Somos un espejo
Y tu asi serias
Lo que yo de mi reflejo
No me ames
Para estar muriendo
Dentro de una guerra
Llena de arrepentimientos
No me ames
Para estar en tierra
Quiero alzar el vuelo
Con tu gran amor
Por el azul del cielo
No se que decirte
Esa es la verdad
Si la gente quiere
Sabe lastimar
Tu y yo partiremos
Ellos no se mueven
Pero en este cielo
Sola no me dejes
No me dejes, no me dejes
No me eschuches
Si te digo "no me ames"
No me dejes, no desarmes
Mi corazon con ese "no me ames"
No me ames, te lo ruego
Mi amargura dejame
Sabes bien, que no puedo
Que es inutil
Que siempre te amare
No me ames
Pues te hare sufrir
Con este corazon que
Se lleno de mil inviernos
No me ames
Para asi olvidarte
De tus dias grises
Quiero que me ames
Solo por amarme
No me ames
Tu y yo volaremos
Uno con el otro
Y seguiremos siempre juntos
Este amor es como el sol que sale
Tras de la tormenta
Como dos cometas
En la misma estela
No me ames
No me ames
No me ames
No, no me ames
No me ames
No me ames
No me ames

I have the translation below... It's actually a conversation between two people. One is afraid to love and be loved, and the other is ready to sacrifice everything for love. That's sweet. But in real life, is there anyone who's willing to sacrifice for love? I've met lots of people who are afraid of love, but the ones who are willing to sacrifice for love are rare to find. As for me, if I could have someone who is willing to make sacrifices in order to love me, I would be ready to sacrifice to love him too!

Marc:Why are you crying?
Jennifer:Because i'm happy
Marc:Why are you so choked up?
Jennifer:From loneliness
Marc:Why are you squeezing
My hand so tight
And your mind seems to be wandering
Jennifer:I love you so much!
Marc:Why?
Jennifer:Don't be so hard-headed
Stop doubting me!
It doesn't matter what the future holds
I'm not afraid
I just want to love you
Marc:Don't love me
Because you think i'm different
Jennifer:You don't think it's right for us
To spend this time together?
Marc:Don't love me because i know
What a lie it would be!
Jennifer:If you don't think i deserve your love
Then don't love me
I'm going to stay...
Marc:Don't love me because i'm lost
Because i change the world
Because it's destiny
Because this is impossible
We are like a mirror image of each other
We are one and the same
Jennifer:Don't love me to be dying
In a war of regret
Don't love me to hold me back
I want to rise above
This love deserves to soar through the sky
Marc:I don't know what to say
That's the truth
When people want to
They can really hurt you
Jennifer:If you and i part now
It won't matter to anyone else
In this big world
Don't leave me all alone
Marc:Don't leave me...don't leave me
Don't listen when i say "don't love me"
Jennifer:Don't leave me
Stop breaking my heart with that"don't love me"
Marc:Don't love me, i'm begging you to leave
Jennifer:You know very well i can't do that
It's useless, i'll always love you
Marc:Don't love me
I'll only make you suffer
My heart has turned cold with this
Jennifer:Don't love me
To run away from your sadness
I want you to love me
Because you love me
Marc:Don't love me
One day we'll soar with each other
And be together forever
Jennifer:This love is like the sun
That comes out after a terrible storm
Both:Like two comets in the same galaxy
Marc:Don't love me
Jennifer:Don't love me
Marc:Don't love me...

Dangerously In Love 2

My favourite pics of Beyonce and below is one of my most favourite Beyonce's songs. She's so sexy, isn't she? If I were a man, she would definitely be my dream girl ;)

I don't have to tell what the song is all about... The title alone is enough to give you an idea what Beyonce is trying to say through this song. It is about a woman who is so dangerously in love... because she is so deeply in love with the man, she is open for heartache and hurt and pain. In other words, her love for this man becomes a threat to her because it makes her vulnerable.

What more can I say? I have been in love, still in love... and yes, love is the one thing that can hurt you the most! Even hatred could not hurt you this much...

I love you
Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness
I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world
I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leaveJust keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me
And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side
Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you
Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love

My Funny Valentine

My funny valentine

Sweet comic valentine

You make me smile with my heart

You looks are laughable, unphotographable

Yet you're my favorite work of art

Are your looks less than greek

Is your mouth a little bit weak

When you open it to speak, are you smart

Don't change your hair for me

Not if you care for me

Stay little valentine stay

Each day is valentine's day

The Look of Love

Last month I bought a new compilation CD entitled "Voices We Love" by various artistes such as Norah Jones, Micheal Buble, Josh Groban, Sarah McLachlan and so on. Since the time I bought the CD, I haven't really got the chance to really listen to all the songs featured in the compilation. Besides, I was quite fond with another CD by a local male crooner that I didn't bother to listen to the other CDs I bought including the Voices We Love.

Early this week, I've decided to check out all the new CDs I bought and by chance, I came upon the Voices We Love. I was wondering why I haven't listened to this CD yet when I saw in the songs list the big names of jazz like Alison Moyet, K.D. Lang and Diana Krall. There's also this new girl Renee Olstead (I hope I spelt the name correctly :p) who sings like she's been singing her whole life. So, I put the CD into my CD player and started listening, I mean REALLY listening to the songs...

The CD started with Norah Jones, Micheal Buble and Josh Groban... followed by other artistes like Aretha Franklin, Joss Stone, Renee Olstead and 2 others whom I can't remember. Suddenly, this smooth and romantic jazz song hit the air. I was lullabied by the jazzy strings. And when I was swinging with music, Diana Krall started to croon "The Look of Love"...

Oh God! This is the most beautiful love song I've ever heard! It's like a lullaby not only to your ears but also to your heart and soul. Hearing this song, I felt like I want to fall in love very badly. The melody sipped into my blood and my skin was blotted with goosebumps by every struck of chord.

I was like, "Stop, Diana, stop torturing my heart with your song," but I kept repeating the song over and over again. Diana's voice was so husky and romantic and it sweetly stabbed my heart like Cupid's arrow of love! I could feel myself drowning deeper and deeper into the vision of love created by this song and I rose higher and higher with every words she sang...

I couldn't help by sighing everytime I hear this song! This is the perfect song for your wedding, the perfect song for a candlelit dinner with your loved one, the perfect song to dance with your lover, the perfect song to simply dream about love...

The look of love
Is in your eyes
The look your smile can't disguise
The look of love
Is saying so much more
Than just words could ever say
And what my heart has heard
Well it takes my breath away

I can hardly wait to hold you
Feel my arms around you
How long i have waited
Waited just to love you
Now that i have found you

You've got the look of love
It's on your face
A look that time can't erase
Be mine tonight
Let this be just the start
Of so many nights like this
Let's take a lover's vow
And then seal it with a kiss

I can hardly wait to hold you
Feel my arms around you
How long i have waited
Waited just to love you
Now that i have found you
Don't ever go

I can hardly wait to hold you
Feel my arms around you
How long i have waited
Waited just to love you
Now that i have found you
Don't ever go
Don't ever go
I love you so

Mother's Day

Tomorrow would be the Mother's Day.

I went to the store with my sister to buy something nice for mama. After browsing around, we finally found the perfect gift for her. A cute black handbag with wooden handle and a big daisy print at the front. I'm sure mama would love it! I also bought a pair of strap-buckled shoes for my other sister. Her birthday was on 30th April... this year will be her 25th year of life. She can't be with us this week 'cause she has to do some preparations for her short course next week. I hope she'll get a boyfriend this year. Hehehe...

How's your relationship with your mum?

My mama is a working mother. She will be 51 years old this year and she still looks like she's 40. Even though she's working, she never failed to cook for us and take care of us. She's more than a mother... she's also a friend. Somehow, she always find the time to listen to our stories, our complaints, our whinings. If someone ask me how I regard my mama, I would say that mama is our angel, our rock to hold on to. Yes, she may have scolded us sometimes and mad at us sometimes, but we always know that all her actions are her reactions to her love for us.

You taught me everything

And everything you've given me

I always keep it inside

You're the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn't anything

Or anyone i can be

And it just wouldn't feel right

If i didn't have you by my side

You were there for me to love and care for me

When skies were grey

Whenever i was down

You were always there to comfort me

And no one else can be what you have been to me

You'll always be you always will be the girl

In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know i love you

Oh you know i love you

Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart

Your love is like

Tears from the stars

Mama, i just want you to know

Lovin' you is like food to my soul

You're always down for me

Have always been around for me even when i was bad

You showed me right from my wrong

Yes you did

And you took up for me

When everyone was downin' me

You always did understand

You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times

Looking back when i was so afraid

And then you come to me

And say to me i can face anything

And no one else can do

What you have done for me

You'll always be

You will always be the girl in my life

Never gonna go a day without you

Fills me up just thinking about you

I'll never go a day without my mama

That's a "Song For Mama", written by Kenneth "Babyface" Edmonds and performed by Boyz II Men... one of my favourite songs. Other songs which I think can suitably be dedicated to our mamas are "Because You Loved Me" (Celine Dion) and "I Turn To You" (Christina Aguillera). Both are also my favorite songs.

Well, can't wait to see mama's reaction when she receive her gift tomorrow!

Hometown Blues

I am back to my hometown after 3 months of starting my new career in KL, the big city. Of course my parents are happy to see their firstborn. My mom was saying, "You look healthy! You sure eat a lot in KL." Bummer! My younger brother and sister are also at home.

Actually, there is nothing "blues" about coming back to my hometown. It's just that, yesterday I went bowling with my officemates and "Still Got The Blues" by Gary Moore was playing in the air. I haven't heard that song for years!! It was one of my favourite songs when I was 13.

Used to be so easy to give my heart away

But I found out the hard way

There's a price you have to pay

I found out that love was no friend of mine

I should have known time

after time

So long, it was so long ago

But I've still got the blues for you

Used to be so easy to fall in love again

But I found out the hard way

It's a road that leads to pain

I found that love was more than just a game

You're playin' to win

But you lose just the same

So long, it was so long ago

But I've still got the blues for you

So many years since I've seen your face

Here in my heart, there's an empty space

Where you used to be

So long, it was so long ago

But I've still got the blues for you

Though the days come and go

There is one thing I know

I've still got the blues for you.

Reading through the lyrics, one can't help but think how love can be so cruel. Even the memories of a crushed love can make your heart hurting and bleeding like it happened only yesterday. Especially when your are reminscing the whole thing at the time when you are lonely and you are feeling the whole world is against you.

I had bad experience with love myself.

It happened last year. I don't want to do a story telling here but to cut the long story short, we broke off because he was a selfish two-timer and professional liar. He got married after 3 months we broke off. I was beyond devastated at first. But with the help of my friends, I got through the mess feeling stronger.

Honestly, I am truly over him. I already got me a new boyfriend. But there are times when I suddenly remember about my undeserving ex and can't help but think about the "what ifs" and "what nots". I am not talking about the possibility of going back to him since he is already married and he is such a bastard anyway... My point is, I still bear this anger and frustration over the break off which I have never the opportunity to tell him or confront him. I so love to spat to his face or break his arm. Clearly, I am still not in the forgiving mood.

Hahaha! I sound like a mad for revenge bitch! Actually, I am not. Like I said, it was a thinking I sometime had when I was lonely. Not that I always thought about my ex! Puhleaseeee!! I have lots of more important things to think about. But sometimes revenge can be so sweet.

Well, that's my kinda blues... Not really like Gary Moore's kinda "blues"... Hehehe!

Why don't you share your blues with me ?