Crush

I haven't had a crush since a verrryyyyyyyyyyyy long time. I meant a real crush, not the celebrity crush that I have on a daily basis.

Anyways, last night I attended a 25th anniversary dinner of a legal firm in a 5 star hotel in KL. One of the senior partners in this firm is very good looking. I first met him when I was still working with Crawford and that was back in year 2005. Last night he looked like he doesn't aged a bit. Still good looking and so delicious to look at. I have to admit that some notty thoughts came across my mind when I was oogling and drooling over him last night.

But being the nice girl that I am (ehem... ehem!), I did not take it that far. He is married anyway and I don't know how to flirt. LOL! Am I THAT naive???

Anyway, he was the talk between my colleagues and I for the whole night last night and until this morning. It's official that he is our current crush, but as you know, a crush is not really a serious feeling. So I guess when I see the next good looking guy today or tomorrow, I'll have a crush on him too! But I have to admit that it was fun having a crush. I mean, since it is not a serious feeling, you won't get broken hearted and you'll move on easily. It's that simple and clean!

Since we are on this subject, a few days ago a posted my Facebook status as "... maybe I should start considering dating younger guys...". Guess what? A lot of friends commented and they told me to just go for it. One of my friends even said, "Cougar is in!" What is actually a "cougar"? My so called research (i.e. googling and wikipedia) reveals that cougar is an animal from the large cats species. "Cougar" also refers to the term commonly applied to women who are thirty or older and pursue younger men. Since I am "thirty or older", I'll be a cougar if I pursue younger men. Is that cool?

My problem is that I find it difficult to fall in love with younger men (except celebrity of course!). I got a little bit put off the moment I realise that a guy is younger than me. I don't know why. But I think it is only my psychological reaction - feeling old, insecure, etc. But I have friends who married guys younger than them and have no problem in their relationships. So I guess it is not a bad idea after all. The only thing to do is to be mentally and psychologically prepared. After that, to be in my cougar mode and hunt for those delicious, sweet and unsuspecting younger guy. Muahahaha! I sound like a perv.

Okay enough already. Get back to work, Ms D!